I cried hard for Suzie last night. It feels weird with just the two of us in the house, like someone is missing. I haven’t yet brought myself to clean out the cages, though i should do that soon. I think i am going to give them away on Freecycle. I don’t think i’ll want another hamster for a few years now.
Today wasn’t so bad … i was able to talk about Suzie without getting teary-eyed. I want to say a huge public THANK YOU to my partner who has been wonderfully supportive and understanding, caring for me and comforting me.
We are going out tonight: there is a geography lecture about satellite technology … something to do with tom tom navigators, i suppose. It sounds interesting, and should provide a nice distraction for me tonight, apart from Second Life! :)